The cold winter is creeping up on me even though I am inside. It is dark here, I keep longing for summer to come back to Sweden.
This morning and day I thought alot about the past and what to do with some questions that lingered. I chose to contact my first love and ask her about the things I wondered. The answers I got back felt relieving in many ways... I feel now that I can move on from the past.
The next step will be to plan out my future studies properly, I will need help for this. I think I am on the right track here, but to fill the void of a recently lost beloved I now choose to pursue some sort of spare-time activity, to avoid thinking about it in the days.
What the activity/activities will be is yet not decided and even if it becomes, I may not write it here.
I still need to buy gifts for people, I am aiming for simple ones, that reminds them I think of them. X-mas is a time where you give presents to those that matters, even those you rarely speak to during the rest of the year whether they are relatives or friends.
I want this tradition to live on, mostly because of the relations towards others you have during this time of the year. It is a time to cheerish not minding if it is religious or not. So go out there and meet with your old friends and relatives and lay your disputes aside!
Now for something to eat...
/M
Sunday, December 19, 2010
New Winter
Winter here in Sweden has only become colder by the day. Snow is also falling more intense than before. I wonder when the turning-point will arrive? - I mean I wonder when the weather will go towards summer again? Anyhow... Beginning today, I promised myself not to look over my shoulder anymore. I will walk forward with my own two legs and go towards my new life, with less misery and more determination.
On an entierly different topic, there were a terrorist bombing in my capital, Stockholm, the 11th of December. I know that I am not alone when I think of this act as foolish and only breeding fear in the people of Sweden - Fear of the religion Islam. Even I understand that extremely few Islamist-belivers would even consider doing such a thing towards other people here in our country. Sweden will most likely be forced into some action after this, an action based on fear towards people coming from the "outside". Sweden citizens have already voted a politic party with roots from the old naziregime, into the goverment. This means that they already feel the fear creeping up on them concerning the immigration. I will not support that fear, for I know that this is not a war terrorists in any country can win. They fight only against themselves and they will never be allowed to have such a victory based on sacrifice of innocent men and women. Lets end our fears belive in humanitys greatest ability, survival. We who stand for solidarity in the democratic rule will, as I belive, prosper in the end.
// M
On an entierly different topic, there were a terrorist bombing in my capital, Stockholm, the 11th of December. I know that I am not alone when I think of this act as foolish and only breeding fear in the people of Sweden - Fear of the religion Islam. Even I understand that extremely few Islamist-belivers would even consider doing such a thing towards other people here in our country. Sweden will most likely be forced into some action after this, an action based on fear towards people coming from the "outside". Sweden citizens have already voted a politic party with roots from the old naziregime, into the goverment. This means that they already feel the fear creeping up on them concerning the immigration. I will not support that fear, for I know that this is not a war terrorists in any country can win. They fight only against themselves and they will never be allowed to have such a victory based on sacrifice of innocent men and women. Lets end our fears belive in humanitys greatest ability, survival. We who stand for solidarity in the democratic rule will, as I belive, prosper in the end.
// M
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